"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

February 11, 2013

a life so sickening

when u think that family the only ones u can trust and who really accepts....
they bite back at you and reality smacks you right in the face.

family. the people closes to you.
yet they are the ones who actually detest you the most.

we think of friends who are hypocrites,
but when family are the ones who pretend to be nice to you
when they cant wait for u to get the hell outta their lives.
the pain is unimaginable. 

i can not say i love the family i'm in.
i hate the genes i have with in me that made me who i am
this is also the reason why i will nv have children.
i  do not wanna pass down my disgusting genes to my next generation.

why do family wanna compete with family?
especially with someone younger?
surely the elder one would have the upper hand.

life is SO sickening.
hate it.
why can't it be simpler.
haiz.
cant wait for it to end.

having that said.
no wonder i am alone.

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