"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

December 19, 2005

we miss you.



A feeling, surprised i even had.
Strange emotions seeping thru the cracks of this heart.
Uncontrollable, unusual, and unforgettable.
The sense of lost, abondonment, and grief.
This feeling brought along with it pain and disappointment.

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The feeling was like something stuck at the back of the throat.
Not knowing to swollow it or to cough it out.
This lost of uncertainty was uncomfortable.
Yet it is something that must be confronted with.
The unbearable pain, no medicine could remove or lessen.
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A friend beyond words.
A buddy beyond brothers.

A brother so dependable.
A son so filial.
A man of his word.
A lover with no boundaries
A colleague who help in his best ability.
This is who you are to us.

And how you will be remembered.

our hearts are with you, and yours in ours.

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dedicated to 'ah Nic'

310583 to 181205

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