my current emotion's like a bull in a china shop, clumsy n senseless. after psyching myself 4 so long in believing i'm enjoying singlehood, loneliness sets in, lost n afraid, nowhere to find security... hurting both ways (self n others) unintentionally, crying but only from the inside, heart aches for no reason or rhyme. apprehensive to let any1 in. any remedies? i'm afraid i can only let it fade away by itself. n its killing me....
Your smile
My medication
Your words
My encouragement
Your hugs
My blanket of security
Your kisses
My candy
You
My source of happiness
this short poem... (borrowed from sheena)
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as i gaze into the white wall behind my comp, it immediately turns into a screen as my eyes becomes a projector replaying the scenes from initial D. the intensity of the movie still vivid in my mind depicting the romance, the car chase, the passion of racing, relationship(father n son), and friendships.
yet another nite has come to an end... the day is breaking soon in a couple of hours, slp has become an uninvited guest to this foriegn mass. however somehow necessary to a certain extend. therefore my departure from this slpless dimension is crucial. nite
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