He replied, “Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a MUSTARD SEED, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.” - matthew 17:20
December 31, 2009
summary of 2009...
December 28, 2009
you give me something
You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart
You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart
But it might me a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Gonna come out anyway
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart
December 27, 2009
passing of a dear friend...
December 26, 2009
FANTAbulous CHRISTmas....
December 20, 2009
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!
its christmas again!!! this year's been smooth n super eventful...
And i wanna Thank God for all the blessings that had came my way...
though recession hit us n everyone's been working hard to make ends meet...
its been a year of rest for me...
some may think i've been enjoying life traveling around the globe
but i'd like to think that its been a year of self fulfillment and restoration..
i've come to the end of self searching...
and am starting to live life....
and i wish all who r still searching...
do no haste, patience is all u need...
n wish u God's speed...
once again...
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE & ALL...
and a adventurous NEW YEAR!!!
HAPPY 2010....
the start of a new decade...
November 7, 2009
i love ME....
September 3, 2009
I'm just me...
see me with a tinted glass
August 24, 2009
GEMINI ROOSTER
the rest are true but not all the time....
July 10, 2009
July 4, 2009
life qoutes....
"love others only if you can love urself fully"
"being mean is easier than being nice"
"friendship doesn't last forever, cos people change"
"ur life is wat u make of it" or "u r wat u eat"
"NO expectation , NO disappointment"
"nv expect anything from anyone, nobody owes you anything" or "erase 'should' in ur life"
"not everyone has the same 'common sense' as u, we have different parents"
"if a problem can be solved with money, its not a problem. if it can't be solved with money its a fact, accept it"
"to find companionship one must 1st be able to embrace solitude"
"in order to forgive n forget, one must feel beyond hatred (numbness)"
"abnormality lies in the eye of the beholder"
"to protect urself from hurt, dun put value in the anyone's comments"
"get married only if u wanna reproduce"
"reproduce only if you can handle the it"
"cohabit 1st if you need to get married"
"if u're easily affected by wat others say, u obviously dun value urself"
"weddings are a waste of time MONEY n energy, for a blink of a moment"
"nv let life expectations stop u from becoming the person u r"
"trust no one except urself"
ok can't think anymore... too early in the day...
good morning people!!
June 24, 2009
check out tis tattoo!!! baby!!

real or not i still love tis pic.
its absolutely unique...
oirginal source
June 9, 2009
chewing gum marriage
read it over n over.
maybe it'll start make sense to u.
some like it cos its refreshing.
some like it for other motives.
some like it cos they love it.
some like it cos its fun.
but u can't chew the gum forever....
u spit out when the taste is over.
u use it to achieve targets.
chewing it too long cause aches.
u lose interest in it after a while.
this is what marriage is like for some ppl...
good vs evil
too difficult to maintain the good nature.
conclusion... just be a meanie... cos...
its easier to NOT maintain a evil nature.
April 21, 2009
cabury craze....
Lyrics for Part One - The Surfing Surfer
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury?
You could surf inside a chocolate tube
Ride your board across the wave forever
Get wiped out and never get a bruise
And if a shark came up and tried to bite you
You could say 'I'm chocolate - I invite you'
Wouldn't it be nice?
Lyrics for Part Two - Postal madness
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury?
Chocolate roads and trees and birds and bees
Delivering all kinds of letters daily,
Every kind of purple parcel too.
And if the dog did try and grab a mouthful,
You could bite him back he'd taste delightful!
Wouldn't it be nice?
Lyrics for Part Three - Soccer superstar
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury?
You could be a soccer super star.
The referee would blow his chocolate whistle,
A shot a goal would even break the bar.
And if you scored the winner
You could have the cup for your dinner.
Wouldn't it be nice?
Lyrics for Part Four (July 2003) - Family holiday
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury?Riding in the car would be a tasty treat.
Changing gears would soon become a problem
Cadbury dairy milk is so good to eat
When you arrive at your destination,
You'll be greeted with an exclamation!
Wouldn't it be nice?
Lyrics for Part Five (April 2005) - Maze crazy
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury?
You could play inside a chocolate maze.
Run around and round to reach the middle
What a big surprise for you awaits.
If you couldn't find your way to freedom,
No need to run, just face the walls and eat 'em!
Wouldn't it be nice?
Lyrics for Part Six (August 2005) - At the movies
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury?
Going to the pics would so sweet
There'd be no need for munchies
Cadbury dairy milk is the perfect treat
If someone came and blocked your screen view
Just take a bite and make a hole to see through
Wouldn't it be nice?
Lyrics for Part Seven (???) - Outer space
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury?
You could eat your way through outerspace
Discovering new life on stars and planets
A triumph for the Cadbury human race
If you're gonna conquer alien ground
Just make sure you've got enough to go round
Wouldn't it be nice?
April 8, 2009
adeline in wonderland....

i'm do much like her, in some ways.
April 7, 2009
take it or leave it....
i'm tired of trying to be nice, friendly, cheerful, politically correct, tactful and mature.
i'm not any of those,
i know the consequences.
if u dun like it, so be it.
u dun have to like me.
i dun need u to be nice to me.
if u ask me for my opinion and dun agree with me,
y bother asking.
i rather u just piss off and get a life.
I WILL BE who I AM.
cos this IS who I AM.
take it or leave it.
April 6, 2009
March 23, 2009
March 6, 2009
He's shiGGa SHAY.... comm'on everybody say HEY!!
he's not that bad man... i'm impressed...
singapore still got hope....
keep it up... pek jin shen...
February 23, 2009
in love with you... who?
i knew.
I can't be wrong but i wasn't sure.
I took a chance.
I took a Risk.
It was worth it now,
I know now.
You're smooth,
You're easy on the eyes.
Your gentle words comfort me.
Your humor get me in stitches.
You take my breath away
during the climax.
You kept me in suspense
as i read your text.
You kept me company
thru the lonely nights.
you're the last thing i see
before i close my eyes.
I know i'll see you
the 1st thing in the morning.
I can't work,
I can't stop thinking about you.
You're irresistible.
my love.... my....
- my current fav book -
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES
by Cecelia Ahern.
February 3, 2009
the 'F' 'U' word...
but i'm surely not on the inside.
i'm as sensitive to the following words as the laser sensors in the museum
FAILURE USELESS
i was raised with these words thrown at me like a dog playing fetch.
i was young and emotionally weak,
i didn't know how to deal with these emotions
i could only rebel, trying hard to prove my worth.
but i soon found out my efforts were in vain.
Rebelling against those words were not an easy task.
each time i rebelled, my actions only proved my inability and my immaturity.
therefore i simply accepted it in due time.
as the years went by those words were the major triggers.
And often getting hurt time after time,
soon i've built an immunity to them.
What i do to prevent myself from harm?
when someone throws an arrow at me,
i'll stab myself a few time as hard as i can. (figure of speech of cos)
so that when the arrow hits me.
i would be too numb to feel anything.
after acquiring this skill i could longer feel pain so easily
and i grew to like this numb sensation.
but on hindsight, i became less sensitive to others,
and that was not good (as i'm told).
what have i become?
i can no longer love myself nor anyone
no matter how much i try.
the scar has eternally disfigured my esteem.































