"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

December 26, 2009

FANTAbulous CHRISTmas....

christmas 2009 is one of the best christmas i've had..
friends n family all around me... (i'm not depressed)
feel sooooo loved by everyone...
*takes deep breath* hahhhhhh..........
recently its been a rush of endorphins flowing thru my body
i feel so cool calm collected.
nothing can put me off.
its like a breath of fresh air thru my system.
so liberating...

i literally feel happier...
why? i can't put a finger to it either.
but here's a couple of reasons...
#1 - "nothing ventured nothing gained" i lost my weight i gained my confidence (not arrogance)
#2 - i've finally stopped searching n starting living life.
#3 - decision to step out...

whatever the reason is...
i'm going to bask in this feeling as long as it last...
n will make it last as long as possible...
cos its an extremely great feeling....
i'm happy for myself n i know everyone is happy for me too...

peace out.....




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