someone once said me " Hey ade, why r u such a bitch sometimes. u're a very nice person but sometimes simply an incorrigible bitch."
ok so here's the answer. i'm writing it up here not so that i can get advice to change instead people will understand me and accept me for who i m.
i'm always being told i'm useless and stupid my whole life. Some people can turn bad vibes into positive motivations, not for me. i'm a very emotional animal and feed on negativity. i love pain, i love morbidity. i think treating people nice is wrong. i hate myself. i dunno how to love myself therefore i dunno how to love others. therefore love will never love me.
if u frens out there can't understand and accept tis then too bad.
if frens out there wanna help me. then tell me why i should love myself.
i find no reason to love myself.
period.
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