mustard SEED: 2008

December 28, 2008

December 21, 2008

similans phuket HeAvEn....

A beri beri candid, dramatic, exhilarating, fun
vacation....

December 5, 2008

LUCKY

yes another youtube post... i'm KNOW u'll like tis..

now after watching these clips... which do you like?
i prefer the 1st(top) one.... keke...

do you hear me i'm talkin to you, across the water, across the deep blue ocean under ther open sky
oh my baby i'm trying

boy i hear you in my dreams,
i feel your whisper across the sea.
i keep you with me in my heart,
you make it easier when life gets hard.

lucky i'm in love with my best friend,
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again
o......o......o....o...

they dunno how long it takes, waiting for a love like this.
everytime we say goodbye, i wish we had one more kiss
i'll wait for you, i'll promise you i will.....
uhuh........

lucky i'm in love with my best friend,
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again

lucky we're in love in every way
lucky to have been where we have been
lucky to be coming home someday

so i'm sailing thru the sea
to an island where we'll meet,
you'll hear the music fill the air
i'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through the trees
move so pretty you're all i see
and the world keeps spinning round
you hold me right here right now

lucky i'm in love with my best friend,
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again

lucky we're in love in every way
lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
lucky to be coming home someday

o...o...o...o...o...............................

Mario Kart LOVE song

so sweet.... his so inspiring...
i'm sure u guys will love tis.... PLAY IT QUICK!!

LOVE BUG (jonas brothers cover)

ROBBY the worm

i thought this animation is very cute.
ENJOY..... :p

hold ur stomachs for the following one... keke...

November 26, 2008

their binding love so strong....

touching...

November 20, 2008

eff eff effer effer effervescent

i'm back........
ADELINE is back whether you like it or not...
everyone watch out!!
woohoo!!

animated - some say animated is an under statment
airy - i fart a lot... yes... take cover...
boiling - i'm quite hot/quick tempered
bouncy - i can't sit/stand still
bubbly - i'm most of the time chirpy as long as u dun step on my tail la. haha...
bouncy - i'm bouncy cos i've got lotsa fats... wahahaha.....
brash - i'm impulsive and tactless at times
buoyant - haha my cellulites does all the work.
carbonated - i fart a lot... no mine is not as deadly as my bro's... shhh...
elastic - my waist is quite elastic... no VERY elastic...
ebullient - i'm zestfully enthusiastic & ready to learn new stuff (things i like la)
excited - i dun get high when i drink alcohol, i get high just by laughing...
exhilarated - i'm zestful cos i'm doing the things i love
exuberant - i'm always energetic to go diving
gleeful, happy, merry - as long as i'm doing the stuff i like with the ppl i like
high-spirited - if i laugh to much i can get very high spirited
hilarious - i can be very hilarious if u can sync with my frequency
irrepressible - i can be quite boisterous when i want to. but usually i'm controllable.
jolly, joyous - when i get jubilant when i achieve the aims i set for myself.
lively - if i dun wake up on the wrong side of the bed i'm usually very chirpy.
mirthful - when i'm on my diving trip i'm the most carefree and cheerful.
resilient - i'm a very flexible, i adapt to change quite easily.
sparkling - i can be lively if i wan to...
sprightly - when i'm in the water doing the sport i love i'm the most vivacious
vital - i'm a vital part of my family and so are they.
volatile - yes i'm always ready for change.. (cos i'm super fickle keke)
zingy - i'm full of zest when it come to dancing and diving.

November 12, 2008

the end of the road.

when one have departed
all seem sad and downhearted
but not for me, not a single bit.
cos she left peacefully in her sleep.

for one of such ripe age (98)
living each day like bird trap in cage
sad and unhappy
(worse than me)
so you ask who is she?
i tell you she's my granny...

............

'house' care taker by day
security guard by nite
she likes to sob by the window
of the service balcony in the wee hours.
she's like the cross or 8 sided mirror
warding off all evil spirits
anyone robber would flee just by hearing her sobs.
haha

you may find me rude and mean
talking abt her in this manner.
but this is much better than
me not talking abt her at all.
she was old and helpless
yet strong willed till the very last min.

.......................

on the day of her farewell.
the possession was anything but pathetic.
the magnitude of the event was just so extravagant
i could only think of royalty.
non the less, she was an empress in her own right.
well at least she behaved like one.

*sigh* sweet farewell dowager Seow
i'm sure u'll be missed dearly.

October 29, 2008

i have never felt so eager to turn back time.
all the way back 4 years ago...

the year everything went down hill.
lost friends, lost fav activities.
lost interest in life in whole.
all bcos of my stupid actions.
things i did/say without thinking/caring.

the misery i'm living in now are
the repercussion of my actions.
painful lesson to learn.
but something i've to live with my whole life.

no turning back...
no re-doing any thing.

September 28, 2008

inexistence

tis blog is to inform everyone that the owner of tis blog no longer exist.

it is easier to be nasty,
its easier to be mean.
its pointless to be happy.
its useless to be nice.

so dun be too nice to me,
the only perosn who'll get hurt
is you.

life has no meaning anymore.
i'm a living corps
living each day like a robot.
i'm an empty shell
the thing u see is just a facade.

finally there's no more pain
no more sorrow.
completely numb.
just like a tin man,
no heart just hollow.

hopeless self,
wasted life,
mind in poverty.
loafing soul.

the person everyone once knew
died 3 weeks ago.
what you see now
is just what you think is there
its just a figment of you imagination.

there's no turning back.
cos she's gone.
no one will wonder where.
no one will wonder why.

all will be relieved n happy
that she's gone.
no more garbage trucks
no more pessimism

no more bubbly cheery adeline
cos to her there's no tomorrow,
and today is history.

September 4, 2008

..........How did i became insane.........

here's the thing abt me....
when i want others to like the person i wanna be,
often i end up being unlikable.

how did i become so mentally uncontrollable?

lost all goal, lost all zest,
lost all motivation, and furvor of life's interest.
all hope n dreams have turned to vapour.
only thing stopping me returning to nature,
is knowing its an act of stupidity,
and a little voice calling inside of me.

nothing i do is of excellence.
my whole existence a complete abundance.
how could anyone have benefited from me?
all i bring is hurt and negativity.
can't find a single thing i'm good at.
can only remember things that are bad.

digging the pit i'm standing in,
looking at the rate that i am going
i can never get me out
of all this self doubt.
exposed to the gloom of a lonesome city
soaking up hatred and self pity.
there's little others can do to help,
almost impossible without a doubt.
its all up to Me with a capital 'M'
to put these behaviour to an end.

when will all these nonsense stop?
putting Love right on the TOP.
rejecting Love was how it started,
"what's there to love" and so i muttered.
after sorting for far too long,
not knowing what went wrong,
going after the things i don't need,
getting hurt and heart left to bleed.

the light of thee
brightly shining down at me.
thou unconditional grace and mercy,
thawed my heart so cold and icy.

September 1, 2008

inspiring talented pp.

this is sungha jung started playing guitar since 9 yrs old (below).

(below) now 11yr old, here is a song he composed

one word for both of them... awesome...

GOD's unlimited unconditional LOVE for us.

it maybe cheesy but its meaning is clear and direct.

BLUE RIBBON CHAMPAIGNE

Singapore should start these in our schools.
people are turning colder by the min.
can't see the warmth of human hearts anymore.

August 27, 2008

best fren at work..

lammie... wearing wabbit's ears like me

being crazy like me...
keke

feeling handy...

making handy craft is definitely stress relieving.

2 eggs on stands for baptisim gift.

snoopy head

totoro

August 26, 2008

blank paper

I am what you would call a blank sheet of paper.
i am / will be the person u think i am.
my forte? imitation.
absorbing / copying your originality / creativity.
a blank paper can do whatever that others do,
but never like the real thing.

Being a blank paper,
its easily forgotten, unnoticeable,
extra and very dispensable.
usually treated at rough paper,
even though its smooth on the outside.

No one knows what to do with too much rough paper.
some keep it for the sake of keeping,
some simply throw away.
Once a blank paper is being written on,
no one will keep it around
unless it contains important information.

so will you treasure a blank paper like me?