"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

October 29, 2008

i have never felt so eager to turn back time.
all the way back 4 years ago...

the year everything went down hill.
lost friends, lost fav activities.
lost interest in life in whole.
all bcos of my stupid actions.
things i did/say without thinking/caring.

the misery i'm living in now are
the repercussion of my actions.
painful lesson to learn.
but something i've to live with my whole life.

no turning back...
no re-doing any thing.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

you dun have to live for the approval of others.. i dun think u r as unlikable as u describe.. i see the afford u made to change.. i see a hunger within you - desiring to be accepted, approved, loved by others whom u love, desire to be important to them as much as they r important to u.. to u having all these means PURPOSE IN LIFE.. but someday when u r granted with these, u'll realise that u still do not hav purpose in life bcos wat u really need are not these at all..

Anonymous said...

sorry, i mean effort, not "afford"