"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

December 31, 2012

tWEnty tWElve ~ tHaNks g!v|Ng

its never too late to give thanks to our Heavanly Father for the wonderful year that passed.
Many reflections confesses of tough and trying times, but its was an amazing journey the past 365 days.

I can not be more thankful to Jehovah for the many gifts presented to me since January 2012 (even since way back in Dec 2011).
  1. my new job - having a stable job, gave me a sense of security. A dependent, a motivation, and self worth.
  2. new colleagues - i could not ask for better colleagues, yes there are worse people out there and i being one of those weird-ass nit-picking anal bitches.
  3. my bosses - 3 of the most understanding, tolerant, supportive and encouraging superiors. (in public sector really hard to find la)
  4. my salary / finances - its really amazing how i controlled and managed my finances this whole year. i was astound by my ability to be able to save for my Korea trip and still provide for my mum with my meager pay.
  5. my major office breakdown - without this breakdown i wouldn't have been able to motivate myself and push myself to greater heights. I would nv know that i could achieve so much more. If i gave up and let live, i'd just be where i was for the past 3 decades, in the ruts. so yeah, Thank God for the down times cos i really needed that propulsion. But most importantly Thank GOD for those people who were there for me when i was down. (MARC, SHEREEN, FRED, MUM, MY FAMILY and CoVo)
  6. my mother's patience - is it not only complex, and also tiring for one who's going thru menopause and retirement at the same time with a 30 something in a new job. so i salute her for her bravery and grateful for her patience and understanding, she is my pillar whenever i'm wherever i'm not suppose to be.
  7. family bonding - i had a year of family companionship, only drawback, friendships were lost along the way.
  8. last but not least, an awesome trip to bond with cousins and mum. Fabulous weather, scrumptious food, splendid company, gorgeous scenery, affordable shopping.
What more can i ask for?? 

errrrr........ One more thing. but i'll leave that for later.

Thank you God for the good and the bad of 2012. I'm truly grateful for all that has happened.

I Thessalonians 5:18 – In everything give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.




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