"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

August 20, 2011

between a rock and a hard place

Sigh.... its bad enough i'm such a fickle person.
Suddenly there's been plenty of issues to be decided upon.

when it comes to making decisions...
there are many elements aiding the choices
and knowledge is one of those elements.
to be able to recognize and accept the results is the deciding factor

from deciding what to eat, to determining my future
I have to settle on one out of the multiple options
if I'm lucky I get to pick two or more.
but what are the odds
especially when its about my life,
and possibly my future.
i wished i had some answers or a glimpse of tomorrow

How do I make a decision when I've the
"you won't know if you don't try" kinda attitude
time is the other element.
is it on my side... or is it not?

when I'm stuck at a ' Y ' junction, I'd
weigh the possibilities
examine the consequences
source for solutions
evaluate my personalities
and concur.
i hope.

There are times when i didn't need to think.
there are times when I've decided way before its time.
at times i take 3 seconds, 3 minutes, or even 3 hours.
and other times i took 3 days, 3 months,
and if I've the luxury of time 3 years.

But now its happiness vs money
the life long battle since our fore fathers
and it has and will remain this way.

happier person or a wealthier person?
better job prospect Vs studies
the industry i love Vs the industry that i can excel in

is the course right for me?
which course should i pursue?
will i pursue the industry i studied?
should i go back to previous vocation?
or should i start a new?
am i suited for this new industry?
i know i'm versatile but is the job flexible?

so many qns. so little ans.

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