touched....

wow... this is amazing.... Thanks maria....

i'm totally thrilled when a friend told me that she 'follows' my blog...

the first thing that came to my mind was '' wow some crazy people out there actually wanna read my crap!!! is that cool or wat!!!" hahaha

Be it for entertainment (cos they're bored outta their pants or their mouse randomly clicked onto my blog) or inspiration (i can be quite motivating too man!! u haven't see my power of DIssuasion hahaha) or even for updates of yours truly (happening n not so happenings abt my oh so boring yet busy life)...

i mean this means alot to me...

For those who are reading this for the first time... thanks for tuning in... i hope to bring u more crap soon... but for those who've been faithfully checking up my dusty cob webbed blog... u've noticed i've recently revamped it a little bit... ok whole lot la.

it used to be a dark, pessimistic, melancholic, rebellious, depressive blog where i post dreadfully oppressing stuff... hating people, hating wat they do, hating everything including myself... eventually killing myself and going to heaven and here i am writing to you... yeah right... hahaha

Although i'm not in heaven YET! *happy gasp* thankfully....

i'd like to tell the whole world that life is really not as bad as most people put it.

And when people say time will tell.... they really do...

Many things in life takes time to experience and as some people put it "u're destined to..." and i believe that God has prepared everything for us nicely.... he is like person behind the computer in fast and furious controlling all the traffic lights... if we screw up he'll create an opening for us to go... everything is all planned for... by him... even the lessons we have to learn (the hard way).
hey don't get me wrong... i don't mean that God planned the bad things upon us... HE knows we will make mistakes cos we are human, but HE hopes that we don't sin or continue sinning....

You must be thinking "aw u're saying this cos my life is sweet now..."

NO. my life isn't.... in fact its the opposite. i dun need hang my dirty laundry in public but i can tell u my life is not the best right now.

But i think bcos of this.... it has gotten me to think that if life isn't so bad... why make it worse by being grumpy n grouchy n be a pest to everyone ard me, when i can be happy? The problem wouldn't go away but at least life is bearable for me and everyone else.

so i say to ALL OF YOU reading this blog...

Try.... (why do i say try? cos i know its so damn hard!!) to be HAPPY...

Constantly find things to thank God for...

ESPECIALLY the bad things...

Thank God for the annoying people ard me...

if they dun irritate me i might be able to learn how to be patient.

Thank God for things screwing up last min or not going to plan...

if all things go smoothly and as to plan i would be conceited and will not be able to think critically on my feet.

Thank God for mistakes...

if not for mistakes... i wouldn't be able to learn from them.

Lastly,

Thank God for letting me be me...

if i were someone else... there won't be this blog!!

hahahahaha.....

AWESOME!!!!

kekekeke

i know u love me la other wise u won't be reading tis... :p

Thank you for Thanking God for me...

at least i made u laugh.... keke...