summary of 2009...

i'd like to thank Our Lord God almighty for such a Great year.

Thank you for being Jehovah Jireh n providing me n my family faithfully...

Thank you for protecting me for harm n keeping me sane (no its not a typo).

Thank you for guiding me to thru the darkest times.

this fruitful year...

1st quarter - being able to spend time with parents in china....

2nd quarter - spending time with Godma n G.aunties in London, Rome, Paris.

3rd quarter - spending time with my closes buddies in perth.

4th quarter - ending the yr with love peace n joy with frens n family...

even though the world is having a financial crisis.

my life have been fruitful and peaceful

the word to sum up twenty O nine.

"blessed"

i've been utterly blessed this year n i m counting every single one i've received

n bcos i've received... i m going to bring it fwd to others ard me this coming year

I will be a blessing to the people around me. (one of my 2010 resolution)

2010 will also be another fantastic year.

i proclaim it. and it shall be done...

Have a Blessed TWENTY10 everyone....

you give me something

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart

But it might me a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Gonna come out anyway

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

passing of a dear friend...

This girl once said this to me...

"friends will come n go....

they may not stay with you thru' out ur life,

but they're here for a reason

learn as much as you can from them"

This girl is no longer with us.

she made a difference in my life.

she played a part of

a teacher, a sister,

and a friend.

she was brave.

determined, disciplined,

gentle, calm and independent.

dearly missed....

1981 - 2009

a toast to 28 wonderful years

to a marvelous friend...

FANTAbulous CHRISTmas....

christmas 2009 is one of the best christmas i've had..

friends n family all around me... (i'm not depressed)

feel sooooo loved by everyone...

*takes deep breath* hahhhhhh..........

recently its been a rush of endorphins flowing thru my body

i feel so cool calm collected.

nothing can put me off.

its like a breath of fresh air thru my system.

so liberating...

i literally feel happier...

why? i can't put a finger to it either.

but here's a couple of reasons...

#1 - "nothing ventured nothing gained" i lost my weight i gained my confidence (not arrogance)

#2 - i've finally stopped searching n starting living life.

#3 - decision to step out...

whatever the reason is...

i'm going to bask in this feeling as long as it last...

n will make it last as long as possible...

cos its an extremely great feeling....

i'm happy for myself n i know everyone is happy for me too...

peace out.....

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

its christmas again!!! this year's been smooth n super eventful...
And i wanna Thank God for all the blessings that had came my way...
though recession hit us n everyone's been working hard to make ends meet...
its been a year of rest for me...
some may think i've been enjoying life traveling around the globe
but i'd like to think that its been a year of self fulfillment and restoration..

i've come to the end of self searching...
and am starting to live life....

and i wish all who r still searching...
do no haste, patience is all u need...
n wish u God's speed...

once again...
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE & ALL...
and a adventurous NEW YEAR!!!
HAPPY 2010....
the start of a new decade...