"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

November 11, 2007

OH CaRo| i m but a F0oL.....

after so long then i realised i was the biggest dummy in the whole world...
Ahat a fool i was....
I finally remembered why i din't wanna be in any relationship all tis while...
I almost forgot but i remember now...
How stupid of me to desire something i couldn't handle... such as love.
You're rite, i should have jus waited for me to grow up somemore...
I'm still a child, n children dun fall in love...

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Eh...

I politely disagree.

Children give the best untainted, uncorrupted, and most importantly, UNCONDITIONAL love.

Children never seek to understand you when they love you.

Children never asks that you behave in a certain prescribed way before they return your love.

Children never demand for carnal physical pleasures in exchange for their devotion.

Children are the best lovers possible.

Experienced lovers aplenty but these concern themselves with physical aspect of "loving".

!!!IMPORTANT!!! Thus, there's no such thing as a grown-up/experienced lover, only an experienced *player* where love, the emotion, is concerned.

For if one truly loved, then one shall unquestionably feel the pain regardless of the number of relationships that one's had.

Anonymous said...

Erm... seems like you are on an emotional yo-yo.

In my humble opinion, feel the pain and start healing lah.

Forget the "friendship" bullsh!t. Just part graciously. If you bump into each other while on the streets, say hi then say bye. Very few people will be able to pull it off and even fewer do so for the better (even though I do know a few).

You know, relationships are a little like gardening. If a flower has wilted, it is best to cut it from the main plant and then nourish it with your care, attention and affection. Before you know it, it shall flower and flourish again.

However, if you choose to cry and mourn over the wilted flower and neglect the plant, you may lose the entire plant entirely.

Come to think of it, failed relationships are not unlike gangrenous limbs!!

If nothing ends, then nothing new can begin. Maybe, if you look up and look around, there's someone patiently waiting in the wings to fill this vacuum in your heart? Maybe someone as wise, sensitive, smart, stylo-milo as me?

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carol said...

babe. u makes me sound soooo bad. (hopefully the carol isnt referring to me?) hahaha..

whether in love or not.
whether attached or single.
u voted me for BFF in Facebook.
u are stuck w me!

iloveu.

carol said...

and abt ur post.

when it's time to let go, it's time to let go.