"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

November 24, 2007

sun tanning sun setting


'evening' sun tanning - ok la not dat silly la...
'this tshirt looks better wet' oops!

i love tis pic too bad that guy spoooil my pic...

look at the clouds... so cool....

here's the close up... *sigh* wat a sight.






November 17, 2007

My best friend's Wedding Part II

cond' from Dec 2006






3 gals having a time of their lives beinging single
at someone elses wedding.
kekke....



November 11, 2007

OH CaRo| i m but a F0oL.....

after so long then i realised i was the biggest dummy in the whole world...
Ahat a fool i was....
I finally remembered why i din't wanna be in any relationship all tis while...
I almost forgot but i remember now...
How stupid of me to desire something i couldn't handle... such as love.
You're rite, i should have jus waited for me to grow up somemore...
I'm still a child, n children dun fall in love...

November 9, 2007

sigh...

To you out there....
i hope u find that person who understands u... cos i dun, i never did, and probably won't.
i hope u find that person who loves u... cos i did, now i can't, and maybe won't be able to.

i'm sure u'll be happy in the future ahead. i seek no more of answers i will not receive. i understand there r things beyond comprehension. I wish u all the best once again. take care.

if friendship is still desired, i freely give, and patiently await to receive.

November 1, 2007

I HATE tis stupid TONSIL of mine!!!!

OMG!! i can't take tis throbbing head squeeze any longer... 40.3 degrees celsius! I feel like my whole head's gonna explode!! someone pls remove this pair of tonsils from my throat!!
Been having a fever high of 40.3 and low of 39.3 degrees celsius. Can't believe I'm still alive! Went to A&E tis morning @ 2am. Doc said I was having a case of an "ACUTE TONSILITIS" NO! they're NOT CUTE at all ok?!!? The plumb residents are slouching comfortably at the back of my mouth, like couch potatoes having a time of their lives. Every time I swallow, I feel as though they're having a party inside breaking bottles n stuff! Oh God... wat agony! I end up drooling on the pillow like a silly baby when I sleep cos subconsciously I refuse to swallow. *yike*
What's more?! Bodyaches caused by the thermometer breaking temperature! I can't sleep properly due to a constant aching pain on the neck and back and head and shoulders and ALL OVER!! To make things worse I had to worry if my time sheet has been submitted otherwise i'll be starving till end of the month! Argh! Of all times...!? Why fall ill now?! *sigh*
Finally friday all grey skies cleared! rainbow was out!! Except for some mild migrain intermittently, I'd say i'm glad i'm ok now... GOOD RIDDENS!! I nv wanna experience that again... so i'm going for my surgery soon... so BYE BYE tonsils!! NEVER wanna see you again!! *bleh*