"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

September 15, 2005

might as well not slp....

YES! this is another God forbidden hour blog.... the mother's flight to china is at 6plus so my as well not slp. I decided to blog. Was tokin to a bubby jus now.... thanks to her once again.... if not for her i won't have seen the light n be able to take the 1st step of faith.

There, a glimse of light at the end of the tunnel... i can see it... small yet visible.... the ever increasing anticipation to reach the exit is rising. The exhilaration is beyond description (beyond me list of vocabs that is).

my mind's a blank. The only thing i can picture is the first step of faith.

What it takes to be a VICTOR!
Preseverance, Persistence, Positivity and Priority.

What it takes to be me. (i must achieve)
Confidence, Compassion, Commitment and Christ.
Esteem, Efficient, Effluent and Evolution.


Will i make it?

to be continued.......

No comments: