"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

September 2, 2017

A Journey of Growth

Ive nv felt so inadequate so incompetent 

My lack of knowledge is so overwhelming 

I feel stupid... constantly asking myself 

"why din i think of that"

Common sense have nv felt so rare

Feel like a frog in a well everything is like "oh! Really? I dint know!"

Need to be exposed more but doesnt mean u need to accept that life style (at least u aware) 


Emotional strength is real 

Extreme sport trains (mind over body)

staying healthy is an asset 

One thing lesser to worry abt when being engulfed by work  


Not being affected by comments 

Remaining calm n composed 

Stay away from politics and dont create politics 

Removing the emotions from work

Keep mind only focused on the task at hand and

Getting things done


Yolo is not to throw preparation out of the window "do first think later" attitude...

its abt taking calculated risk 


Facing obstacles by pushing the boundaries 

Psyching self 


Self taught vs being taught 

Time constrains therefore be effective/ efficient 

Rookie but Expected of standards of a mgr (bcos its common sense)

Feels like a pri6 kid sitting for sec2 exam

 Going home everyday feeling Demoralised and defeated self doubt... brain dead... 

Everynite need to psych self...Very tiring

Every night stoning 


If job is so tough already must reduce emotional overload? (Scared offend u or kena offended) 

Put emotions aside n speak out difficulties 


Dont be afraid of death... death is an end state...

But if ur departure brings burden to ur loved ones then do things to minimise it 


Being sick or dead cost more than being alive n healthy