Woo Hoo!! Yes I did it!!
I cannot explain how up lifted i feel, the liberation... the sense of freedom!
I finally TENDERED my RESIGNATION!!
I remember thinking to myself when I first started working in my previous work place, I can not leave until I cross the 3rd year. Because I cannot see myself in this position for the rest of my life. I knew I was meant to do something else and this place was just a stepping stone that God had planned.
And a stepping stone indeed it was! I am truly grateful for every single moment I spent there, no matter good or bad. Because I have learned so much, I grew so much as a person.
I learnt how to...
control my emotions,
behave professionally,
speak appropriately,
speak tactfully,
shut up when necessary,
communication with colleagues,
macro-manage instead of micro manage staff,
and many more.
Most of these you might think that these should be learn in school or at home. But I was not so lucky to have picked these up then. Not trying to point out that I'm a late bloomer (maturing later then my peers), it took numerous bosses and fantastic colleague to mold me to the person I am. That being said I'm not perfect I'm still honing my skills, but I'll get there. Please be gracious and patient with me.
It's hard not to think about the age factor but thank God for giving me a youthful charisma and physical image, they're both really a bonus.
Now the inevitable impending moment that I dread so much has come. Job Search. I hate selling myself. Its this self propaganda I just feel awkward about. But again it is inevitable... urgh. I feel sick thinking about it. urgh... its like up selling preloved clothes! You know that new clothes cost almost the same price why would anyone want to buy preloved clothes?
oh well.. its late will work on the resume tomorrow...