How I long to be that person who enjoy ur company, laughing, joking and being crazy w/o a thought.
But every time u look at all of u all I see is my ugly self sulking, self pitying, green eyed at the corner. Paralyzed by painful memories is the reason why I sit in silence amongst u now.
My isolation is just my way of telling u I don't wanna hurt u hence I stay away.
Friends who don't keep in contact very much. I miss u. If u still love me, I'm here waiting for u to open my closet door n tell me it's safe to come out now.