BIRTHDAY GIFTS for a practical person.

MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST.....

Year after year....
To me the greatest gift is ur unconditioned sincere unpretentious friendship.

before i say my 'I WANTs'
let me say my THANK YOUs....

Thank you cos i won't feel bad throwing away the 'its the tot that counts' gift...
Thank you cos i know i'll surely use it meaning to say ur money is well spent...
Thank you cos u're doing me a favor cos u're saving me the time n money to get it...
Lastly... Thanks la... hahaha cos its my birthday... weeee~

so here goes.... *i dun need surprises so just in case others may get me the same thing u might wanna get kindly comment below....

• $$ contribution to my iphone 4s (switching frm singtel to Starhub)
•  watch the following movies with me..... $10
• What to expect when u're expecting
• marvel AVENGERS in IMAX $25
• Dark shadows
• Snow White and the Huntsmen
• go cycle/run at ECP or cheong 40laps in the pool with me!! sweat it out like old times....

• Gmarket - BLACK 3 pin plug AC adaptor & BLACK cable (iphone Accessories) & 4usb power adapter.

• Gmarket - Ext battery charger power bank - black

• Gmarket - Olioclip fisheye + macro + wideangle len for iphone 

•  TP link from bishan

yup so here it is....
once again Thanks so much...
i really appreciate the gesture...
i'm too practical for "its the thought that counts" kinda gift... sorry....

love ade.

the meaningless of a question mark.

why must my every action be dictated by how others' feelings?

why can't i be allowed to be upset and not let it affect the ppl ard me?
why must i be considerate?
why can't i be selfish?

we humans are not allowed to be angry?
anger must not be shown to others?
must only be hidden somewhere in a deep dark corner.
or suppressed?

how to handle my emotions?
why do i drive myself mad day after day.
why do i keep pushing the buttons of the world?

WHY!!!! ?

argh... my head hurts. 

pointless

no talent.
no skill.
no compassion.
no heart.
no creativity.
no riches.
no self love.
no discipline.
no drive.
no patience.
no brains.
no beauty.

too lazy.
too fierce.
too emotional.
too weak.
too fat.
too irrational.
too aimless.
too free.

me.