"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

September 19, 2011

self fulfilling prophecy

I only have one person to blame for denying the life i could have had.
myself. 

my life journey is almost like a test of all sorts.
testing theories, hypothesis, and life philosophies.
not knowing the significances of these test.
results sometimes or rather most of the time screwing up my life
so bad i cause my own depression.
haha

The second decade of my life can be summarized with the following hypothesis....
  1. could man's love replace God's love? .....No
  2. can girls also lust with out love?  .....No
  3. life in poverty have more life experiences...  ....Maybe
  4. being poor will understand the importance of saving...  saving...
i'm writing this cos i know it'll slip away unnoticed... boo.