please stop looking at me thru a tinted glass
please let me be me... i beg u.... please..... *sob
i'm tired of being compared to my past
my every move n speech is on the chopping board ready to be attacked
i'm in pain but i must hide it.
why can't my bygones be bygones?
why do everyone keep judging every single one of my behaviour?
why is it when others hurt me i must accept it?
but i can't retaliate back?
is it my retribution?
who does no wrong?
i feel like a newly released criminal
not given a second chance...
why do people only give 2nd chances?
are we not allowed to make mistakes more than twice?
love-less..... (heartless)
you ask me why i'm always being mean to people
i'm so love-less..... (heartless)
bcos i was nv taught how to express love
and i have a whole bunch of injustice
stored up inside i can't let go off
you may think these are all excuses
but these are all valid reasons for me
only people who really knows me
see my change and will not pick on my constant faults
and gently remind me not to make the same mistakes
when i do good who rmbs?
when i helped u who cares?
when i comforted u instead of judging u...
will u rmb?
where is my yellow ribbon?
do i not deserve one?
prisoner....