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you didn't like wat you saw
i tried to change it all
i don't like wat i see
you judged me for wat i was trying to be
you said i tried too hard
i can't describe the pain in my heart
when i cried, u called me weak
when i'm bold, i'm conceit?!
self piting i am not
disbelieve, u look in shock
no chance for me to prove
marks so deep like record's groove
you looked thru a glass of stain
no matter wat i did, its all the same
your opinion doesn't matter to me now
my heart's as cold as the ceramic tile
sad and hurt i am NO MORE
fren like you i need not, i'm sure!

I HATE reading NO MORE

Thanks to a certain movie and someone who recently inspired me to read. I simply can not stop.... well also thanks to the authors of both books i've read. for someone who doesn't like reading even the simpliest thing like instructions or manuals, I finish a novel in a month... and now starting a on another. Both bestsellers and equally captivating.

[P.S. I LOVE YOU] by Cecelia Ahern, talks abt the journey of a young widow coping with life after losing husband to cancer with a little bit of help from him. A comedic novel written beautifully, almost letting u watch it in your mind.

[The Alchemist] by Paul Coelho. Fiction as it is, but within factual philosophies that can be easily applied to reality. "coelho's fascinating storytelling, with its mixture of spirituality, magical realism and folklore, makes The Alchemist a story that will delight and reader and inspire us all to follow our dreams." - Madonna

Korean Kraze...

In a recent craze my mum has turn Korean drama fanatic! I’m not sure if she’s getting old or she’s jus bored like she claims. But I guess to me, it’s her way she relaxes from her stress from work. Well on the bright side, I’m definitely benefiting from all this. Her high spirits makes her less grumpy. But on the down side…. She’s so addicted she watches it day and night… over and over… once in mandarin then in Korean then again for the ‘pro… duction…’ as she says; watching for costumes boo boos, screen play, storyline, directing… blah blah blah… she says its like fulfilling her desire to be a director… cos she knows its too tough to be one in reality. Well from the looks of all this… its still gonna be awhile for it to end… hopefully it doesn’t get any worse.

c0ncEpt 0f L0vE.....

The concept of LOVE....


Love is to communicate

Love is to respect

Love is to accommodate,
not compromise

Love is to scarifice

Love is simple

Love is to be urself

Love is to be your best

Last of all, Love is painful.

The longest 3 minutes

I haven't had this feeling for a long time.
I thought it'll nv ever return.
Its stronger than before,
I liked it in the past
but
This time it was unbearable.
It felt as though someone has ripped my heart out.
It didn't just end there,
It radiated down to my hands and legs.
Until I felt as though for a sec my soul left my body.

Its name is HEARTACHE
It stayed for the longest 3 mins I could imagine.

cLoSet SeLf

Skeletons walking out of the closet... and I dare admit I might be the following....

Beware.

• Lesbian
  I found comfort in my girlfrens when i feel like no man on earth will ever wan a crazy woman like me... Aslo I felt I could treat a lady better than guy cos i understood them better... but i know i'll nv be able to please them in another way...
• Sadistic Killer
  My raging temper is being suppressed so much when its being released i rather not open my eyes. The words from my mouth doesn't leave space for sympathy...
  
• HK Mafia Gangster
  Brotherhood to me is so important, it is to be loyal to your friends, trust them n stand up for them no matter wat. Betrayal its unforgivable...
  
• Obedient Housewife
  Passed down by mother, values enforced thru'out her life. Submissive wife, independent knowledgeble mother and filial daughter in law. Cooking, sewing, cleaning jus part of days work... no sweat.
  
  

but i'm still who i am.... same old crazy self.

THE REUNION

Three's not a crowd in this pic.

TIMBRE

Her + Me

Him+ Her = Us

Too much wine? or trying hard not cringe from the bad music?

The two love birds,

Bernard & Jacqueline.

Do we look alike?




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Mr Untouchable

Uniquely suave, dashingly eloquent,

Incredibly brainy yet silly by human nature,

irresistible,

But completely untouchable.

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Saddest puppy eyes I ever seen,

Heart melting experiences.

Imaginable beau qualities,

But completely untouchable.

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Single maybe available,

Love deprived and lonely,

searching...

But completely untouchable.

HAPPY happy HAPPY happy HAPPY happy HAPPY!!!!

Outta my shell, breathing easier.

Mind clear, think better.

mottos i live by.

"No one is perfect, why should I try to be?"

"I don't live to please people."

"You can't please the whole world."

"Don't expect, No disappointments."

"Live each day like its the last."

Don't let anything put u down.

"I don't hate the people I dislike but I don't like them either."

Relationship's journey is more important than the end.

People comes into ur life for a reason, learn from them.

All difficulties will be overcome when there is passion.

When there's passion there's detemination.

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These are the things I live by which makes me a happier person.