Story:
A man stands on a roof top waiting for rescue from a rising flood. He shouts to GOD "OH almighty GOD pls get me out of here! Send me a Helicopter!" after a while a teenager clinging onto a hugh plank kicking towards him and shouted "hey let's kick to the building ard the corner where the land is higher and we can wait for rescue there" but the man replied "NO I'm waiting for GOD to send me a helicopter and I dun think we can make it there by kicking" hearing this the teenager continued his journey.
After an hour the floods rose to his toes and the man spotted an old man rowing a sampam shouting "hey! young man come quick the tides are rising, come into my boat and i'll bring u to higher ground" the man replied "I'm waiting for GOD to send me a helicopter and ayway ur boat is too small" Hearing this the old man took his pedals and rowed away...
3 Hours passed and the floods rosed to knee high. The man had some trouble standing when he heard a fishing Boat coming. They offered to rescue him but the man still refused n insisted to wait for a helicopter. Suddenly a big wave crushed on the man and killed him.
The man met GOD in Heaven and asked him angrily "why didn't u save me from the floods. didn't u say ask and i'll receive, seek n i'll find... so how come the helicopter didn't come?" the GOD replied "I sent 3 person to save u, but u did not care for them."
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this is getting on my nerve.... if u're not going to help urself then dun expect anyone to help u.... yes... toking abt myself n 'someone' else....
its jus freaking annoying to see someone jus sitting there rotting away, not wanting to help oneself! I can't take it anymore... i think at least i'm better off... i will move on... u're jus simply fucking selfish... i wonder if u even know wat's going on? U know wat... i won't be suprize u end up in woodbridge if u carry on like tis! NO ONE WILL GIVE UP ON U IF U DUN GIVE UP ON URSELF! I DEFINATELY WON'T!!!! dun jus depend on the pp ard you to shower love on you when u hate urself so much... i dunno wat to do with u...
seeing u like tis really wanna give u not 1 but 10 tight slap... u're in depression big deal... think abt the pp who has cancer! They suffer more than u ok! u can't cope not becos u can not.... bcos u dun wan to... u're jus so fucking contented with the life like tis... (immediate care n concern everywhere u turn) OOi.... life like tis won't be forever ok!! wake up la! everybody changes... soon pp ard u are going to move on or leave u (study, marriage, die) n wat are u going to do... who are u going to depend on? U think finding a man to depend on will help u... pls la dun be an idoit! which man see u like tis will even wan u?! Man wans INDEPENDENT women, women who can live/stand up on themselves when they(man) are not ard! not some super glue bimbo! Ok! so wat if the man doesn't mind u depending on him, u think it'll last for ever? u think ur life is so depressing, so wasted, u're hopeless.... that's bcos u're not putting enough effort to do anything... u meet an obstacle u give up pp push u u break down... so wat if u're like dat since young... u are like tis not only becos ur family brought u up like dat but becos u make urself like dat...
YOU'RE JUST RUNNING AWAY FROM UR PROBLEMS into a fairy tale land. HELLO!! its reality here ok... can u even see how many reality shows are on tv nowadays!?!?! I really dunno wat to do with u... and pls DYING/suicide won't solve ur problems!! INFACT its jus gonna make ur problems bigger.... so big that it'll become other people's prob.... u think u can jus dump ur problems to others? U think pp will remember u as someone they love if u die/suicide.... WRONG!!!!! pp will only remember how foolish n selfish u were.... u dun love and respect urself how can u expect anyone to do the same for u? everything gotta starts with Y.O.U!!!
ITS NOT TOO LATE TO WAKE UP n start doing sth for urself.... ONLY IF U WANNA DO IT ON UR OWN n not depend on others... but u have to start on ur own 1st... its not easy but we're there for u.... pp will only help when they see the effort u put in... can't u see the pp ard u are so tired trying to help u... but u're jus pushing them away by NOT helping urself.... the way u wan them to help is not the way u can be helped becos there're obstacles on ur side dat needs to be cleared 1st.... if u can't even do dat for urself.... no one can help u... (read properly... its CAN'T help u NOT WON'T help u).
look at the story above, u're jus like dat man standing there waiting and waiting for sth mite or mite not come... y can't u jus take a step of faith swim to the boy on the plank. Everyone can see the improvements in u since the last time but there are certain limits of help we can extend. (eg. how can we help u stop thinking.... dig ut ur brain meh? stupid rite) so pls... open ur eyes we're all here for u... ok!?!?!
haiz....