Summary and RESOLUTIONS!!!

2005 (i've done/achieved)

jan : went to bangkok
feb : a start of a new hobbie; movie marathon
mar : started to exercise training
apr : went to an international dive trip (Layang Layang Dive Resort)
may : Birth of Amphibians Dive Club; clownfish
jun : start of Dive Master Course
jul : met up with a buddy leaving for brunei
aug : Redang trip and Trf to Ward 12B with brand new hairstyle
sep : started sliming program
oct : achieve targeted weight
nov : achieved my 60th dive (half way to becoming DM)
dec : paid off dive gears

2006 (i'll ...)

1. Reach my FIRST century dive
2. Reach 55 - 52kg
3. Go Hong Kong, Sipadan/Manado
4. start to look out for new jobs

hopefully, all my resolutions can be met...

we miss you.

A feeling, surprised i even had.

Strange emotions seeping thru the cracks of this heart.

Uncontrollable, unusual, and unforgettable.

The sense of lost, abondonment, and grief.

This feeling brought along with it pain and disappointment.

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The feeling was like something stuck at the back of the throat.
Not knowing to swollow it or to cough it out.
This lost of uncertainty was uncomfortable.
Yet it is something that must be confronted with.
The unbearable pain, no medicine could remove or lessen.
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A friend beyond words.
A buddy beyond brothers.

A brother so dependable.
A son so filial.
A man of his word.
A lover with no boundaries
A colleague who help in his best ability.
This is who you are to us.

And how you will be remembered.

our hearts are with you, and yours in ours.

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dedicated to 'ah Nic'

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