ONE MILLION DOLLARS...

YES! ONE MILLION DOLLARS!!! *l'il pinky at chin* hehehehe....

who doesn't want it right? But you and i know its impossible to get such an amount all of a sudden.... ok let's be more realistic. just minus 1 zero.

ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS.
$100, 000

wat will u do with it?
well here's wat i'll do with it


30K - Savings (beach cafe/pub or future)

27K - Termination of bond* (LIBERTY!!! at long last!!! but doesn't mean will stop working for company, will only leave when really outta my witts)

10K - Investments (making money grow)

10K - Tyding (a must...)

5K - Start my culinary course (start of my dream)

3K - get remainding dive gears n start my Dive master course (fulfilling of dream)

3K - to go london/paris (reliving memories)

1.5K - backpack SING to THAI (start of advanture...)

0.5K - CD albums (originals wan ok not pirated!!)

total : 90 K

balance : 10 K (to use when jobless)

*still contemplating if not money goes to savings

well, seems alot? actually there's more... of cos there's a never ending list of things to do, and there's always never enough money... *sigh* then find new job minimum wage of $1800(gross)....


so wat abt u? wat will u do with say $100,000 realistically.... hmm...?

heavy HEARTS weary MINDS

my hearts heavy....

Dinner with my buds was difficult.

Thru out these yrs of ups n downs,

There were happy, there were disappointed moments

tonite's was exceptionally tough.

Listening to her talk abt her life n family,

knowing help could not be rendered,

paralysed by reality.

....

How did she become like this?

melancholic, despondent,

solitudes, avoidance.

Her weary mind shows it all.

________________________________________

Can't u see we r here?

Our care n concern flows like a river.

Helpless as we may be

shunnig away isn't the key.

....

unlock ur heart, open ur mind.

let love sit in, let it treat u kind.

Ur heart is weary, tired & faitgue.

but someone said

"come to me n i will give u rest"

....

"U should not go thru this alone..."

dat's wat frens r for.... *started singing*

....

"Keep smiling, keep shining,

Knowing you can always count on me

For sure

That's what friends are for

For good times and bad times

I'll be on your side forever more.

That's what friends are for"

....

Last but not the very least,

our love for you will never cease.

Let this not dissimulate,

for our affections are legitimate.

________________________________________

....

this is dedicated to

my beloved fren