"I wanna tell you something, at a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by. You will open your eyes, and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself but I am this person, and in that statement, there will be a kind of love. " - Phoebe In Wonderland

October 23, 2004

nurse the nurses pls sombody...

ah..... help.... NURSING is killing me.... the 'sisters' (nusrsing officers) are picky petty old hags... the colleges are so calculative, the public are critical, kiasu, money minded idiots who knows NUTS abt nursing.... its nv the nightingale stint every1 thinks it is.... even if u enter the job with limitless passion and zest... it'll suck it all up and out within months... and u become a cold heartless bitch jus waiting and counting the days left of ur dreaded bond.... (pls any1 out there who's thinking of nursing, this is wat u mite be in for... so if u think u're up for it... be my guest...)

pls stop saying nursing is a noble job... its jus like another job... nobody really cares.... politics are the food they feed on... jus to suck the day lights outta ya... public doubt the things we do are right... somebody pls tell me why do we study so much when the public thinks its such a simple job... "clean backside only wat" haiz....

god save their souls.... plus mine.... (give them brains too)

October 11, 2004

true or not... only if u believe in it...

jus some stuff i tot is very meaningful and really true to me... many of these statements are the values i hold on to..... true anot only if u believe in it.....

1. Faith is the ability to not panic.

2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry.

3. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day.

4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape.

5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still.God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot.

6. Do the math. Count your blessings.

7. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts.

8. Dear God: I have a problem. It's me.

9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted.

10. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging.

11. The most important things in your home are the people.

12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional.

13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open.

14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.

15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.

16. We do not remember days, but moments. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your precious moments.

17. Nothing is real to you until you experience it, otherwise it's just hearsay.

18. It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again. Just be sure to flush when you are done.

19. Surviving and living your life successfully requires courage. The goals and dreams you're seeking require courage and risk-taking. Learn from the turtle -- it only makes progress when it sticks out its neck.

20. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation. Your character is what you really are while your reputation is merely what others think you are

October 8, 2004

friends or more than friends......

friends... how do u define friends or rather how do u classify your friends...
acquiantance? pals? buddies? casual friends? activity partners? kaki? but how far would u go as these term r concern... would thay change after time? would they

that aside... how would u consider some1 to be more than friends... actions? speech? body language? showing concern?/excessive attention?

some say... "why think so much? friend is friend wat... after that see how la" misunderstanding arise from different point of views... paranoid? maybe...? but isn't it better to state clearly wat kinda friends they r b4 something regretfull happens... if u urself unsure then dun do anything until sure...

some1 care to enlighten me?

advice from the unwise.... take it or leave it....

well, in recent interactions with a certain gp of pp... i jus wanna share my long winded philosophies to any1 free to read.... brought down the 2 pp who gave me life... who i'm thankful for...

Each individual perceive u differently, n your actions will either counter or support their pre-perceive believes... n no matter wat u say "ACTIONS speaks LOUDER than WORDS"... always think b4 u do anything regretfully silly... nv let urself off guard but dun put up a barrier n become defensive (which most pp tend to do after being hurt) it doesn't help either... take things as they come... how? read on....

its always good to be quiet 75% of the time and only tok 10% and the remaining 15% is to stone/day dream/watsoever... that's why u have 2 EARS n 1 MOUTH.... 1 on each side of the brain.. to listen more tok less... oso to remind us to listen both sides of the story then letting the brain process it... 2 EYES in front of the brain... to let us observe things n keep it safe in our minds then using it for own reference when necessary.... the MOUTH is in the middle so that watever we say will be neutral not 1 sided... the BRAIN is the largest part of the 5 senses (besides the skin for touch) its there to remind us to always to keep the brain moving, constantly chewing on sth... so pls USE it more often then necessary....

its nv too late to start changing.... but remember "ROME is NOT build in ONE day" changes needs TIME (let others know that too). Allow urself to learn from others n your own mistakes then try not to do it again... if repeated... dun be put off by unnecessary comments... jus remember U(!) once learnt how to stand then walk... when u're a kid... u didn't understand wat the adults were saying therefore DIDN'T HEAR IT... so why should it be the same now? (u're standing and walking fine rite?) hence the only thing that is stoping u is URSELF... =P

enough tok now get up and do sth lazy bums....